KPI, azam tahun baru!

Now everybody tengah cerita pasal achievement. Boring btol. Be it life, work or anything.. Yela…nak la weigh up mcm mane kita dah performed this year, ye tak? Ok ke tak ok..
Frankly, I don’t see any achievement in myself so far. Everything is all about the same old same old. Work? Hmm..baru je lepas key in KPI. Not really a great deal of success. Takde achievement. Life? Yeah, one greatest big achievement so far is only my relationship. Others, takde. I have no new car, no new house, still maintain the same weight (haha), no saving (oh, nih mmg favourite resolution every year tapi tak penah accomplished).
Better me in 2009? Not really. Still the same malas of me, a lot of whining, kurang berasa kesyukuran, emotional me, ape lagi??
Cut thing short, I’m still the old me. I have not change to a better person, yet! (But I’m nice..hehee…)

Kalau dulu everytime nak new year sure excited lebih. Dah siap pikir nak pakai baju ape, kasut ape….club mane nak invade on the new year eve. Memang excited gile la nak party. Kelakar la... I had soooo much fun that time. Clubbing with sisters and cousins and few close friends, hehehe..
But that was 4 years back. I did not celebrate since then except keluar makan/BBQ dengan family. I can see how things change. And tetiba terasa tua lak. Huhu…

I did not expect anything blissful on this coming new year. (takde pikir party dah). I’m just thankful to ALLAH, bersyukur dipanjang umur and eventho takde any precious belonging or possession so far but still I have enough of everything and for that I can never thank GOD enough.. I’m still can be consider blessed and fortunate (compared to those yang kurang berkemampuan, kena ingat ada orang yang lagi susah dari kita, hence kena bersyukur dengan ape yang ada sekarang). And hope to be blessed with many good returns for coming years and surround with all the people I love.

Years have come and go for the past 29 yrs now.
Hitting my early THIRTY with open heart, eyes and mind. (positive…positive..)

I hope 2010 will bring my life a lot better, in person and in life. I’m looking for a better starting. Where and how do I start? hmm..kena pikir nih. I just wanted to be a better me. Tapi sedih jugak nak leave 2009 nih. Byk memorable event, teary and happy moments. I should put TRIBUTE TO 2009 pictures in my next entry most probably. If tak malas la.. (haha..still the same old me…very the malas)