I need a new hair style

My hair colour is black, not so thick and its shoulder length. Or an inch or two above the shoulder. :P.....Actually the length is perfect but i just need new style.


Here goes the criteria:-


1) Easy to manage, like don't require a blow dry every morning
2) Sexy, waaaaa...mcm kau bagus je!
3) I will still look drop dead gorgeous eventho it is messy. :P

Macam ni ke?





Huh??Kau ingat rambut kau panjang boleh kibas-kibas?


Ok la...more like one of this la....





What do you think?

In pursuit of Hari Raya cookies

Just ordered 2 boxes of samperit chocolate from Ilin. I got to taste it yesterday and it’s yummy.

Other biscuits? No thank you! Not to my likings although I’m sure it is nice. Hehe..jangan marah ilin busuk! One main cookie in my pursuit is LUXOR TART.
The tasteeee………..nyammmmmmnyammmm!!!!!

I tried high and low to find luxor representative, and not sure either this cookies still available in their product list. Nonetheless, akan ku cari sampai jumpe.....

Wish me!!

Bile nak second entry nih?

There goes the first entry, and waiting for the second to arrive. Hehehe…YOU GO BOY!!

I’m checking and scouting for kuih raya made by friends. Wondering if I could post some to Melbourne for fiancé feels a bit of suasana raya. A little bit of kerepek-kerepek ke. Baru la rasa raya kan… But guess their custom did not allow for such possessions entered their country. Bongoks btol!

Puasa so far so good. Have a few gathering event starting tomorrow with my Sains Selangor friends. And we are heading to someplace that might hold a lot of memories back then. Just to reminiscence our good old days! How fast time flies and how we had turn to become. We did not have early friendship, as all of us join the school in F3. All from difference school background.

But we stay put!

Can’t wait to see them all tomorrow, but first need to deal with the fucked up that happened at the OFFICE today! HUHH!!

Ooo yah! And another thing, fiancé got HD marks for one of his presentation in UNI. Congratulations dear!! Hope more to come in flying colours.

Ok peeps!
Nighty night!
Mosquito won’t bite!

First Entry

Hi to all the people out there. This is my first entry. I'm not a blogger but what the heck, just try it. I'm quite tired at the moment. Just finishing up my assignment about mobile phone & all the impact and culture behind it. Sound easy but when you writing an academic piece u will burn part of your brain. Dah malas nak check. Janji siap! Nak sahur. Kena prepare sendiri.... sedih sorang2 kat tempat orang. Anyway this a paragraph of my essay. Partly is a part of my experience. What do u think?

Texting on mobile phone become a huge success in a more reserved culture. In both Bangkok and Tokyo, teenage boys and girls value texting as a means to communicate without having to voice their feeling and thoughts (Plant, Sadie 2002, p.56). It is a simple method and can avoid any embarrassment compare too face to face interaction. Nevertheless texting also can lead to misunderstanding when the message or point that you want to convey may be interpreted wrongly by the recipient. Non-verbal communication plays an important role in conveying our message. The lack of intonations of your voice and body movement can easily make a simple text message into a huge misunderstanding. Now you even can send video or picture through MMS service. This service while helping us if we use it in a good way, it also can lead to multiple interpretations by other people. In Sydney on 11 December 2005 we can see how SMS can lead to into a race riot at Cronulla Beach. It is rioting for a tech-savvy generation. Mobile phones are providing the calls to arm for the tribe in the race war dividing Sydney. More than 5000 people turn up at Cronulla on Sunday and many were drawn to the rally, which turn into a mob, by text messages on their mobile (Hayes, Kearney, 2005).

Muka kenyang & cacat

Jom tengok muka kenyang dan cacat my younger sister & brother.....

Ini Atok (kenyang)

Ini Ayu H1N1 (cacat)

Another brother yang terror masak tuh later will be introduce. Hehe...
Tengok muka diorang kenyang makan hilang segala penat....

Menu for today?

I'm down with a very super low energy yesterday that i have to surrender the cook task to my brother. He's really good in cooking tho, so i would not have to worry much. Basically i'm just sit around the house, doing a bit of house chores and watching TV. Reason being is because i did not woke up for sahur and did not took any dinner the night before. Hmmmm....never tought first day of Ramadhan could be this hard. (huhu..mcm budak sekolah rendah pulak).

My sis & bro pulak ask me to bring them to Pasar Ramadhan Pandan. Aiiiyyoooohhh...Tempat tuh jem and pack gile. Malasnye.... Actually they only look forward for this one particular item, onde-onde buah melaka..Lerrr.. Memang ada satu pakcik tuh jual sedap gile. He make the kuih there. Panas-panas lagi.

Anyway i brought them there, tak kisah la. Tapi bile sampai pakcik tuh dah tutup. :( :( :( :( Orang dah la nak pengsan jalan pusing-pusing kat situ. So we just bought a few kuih yang tak sedap, and balik..

At home, kari ayam, sambal udang petai and sayur buncis dah siap atas meja. YEAYYY!! Terus semangat nak buka.

And since today is a bit active compared to yesterday, i decided to make the onde-onde buah melaka sendiri and cook for my sister bekal as well. The Menu:-

1. Ikan jenahak masak lemak cili api
2. Daging goreng cili
3. Sayur campur (mushroom+capsicum+cauliflower+carrot)
4. Kuih onde-onde buah melaka

Semua sedappp!!! Hahahahaa....
Daging goreng cili tuh masak 2kilo for my sister. Dia nak makan for sahur at her rented house.
Serious sedap...tak tipu.. :)
Onde-onde buah melaka pon success. Hehehe....

Menu for tomorrow??Tapau sudah!!

I miss arwah mama & fiance

Terasa sayu sangat Ramadhan this time around. One thing for sure and definitely is of course sebab teringatkan arwah mama. Do you know that during Ramadhan semua roh akan berkumpul dan memohon kepada Allah S.W.T to be brought back ke bumi? (some were granted and some were not). Perkara pertama yang diorang akan lakukan is pergi ke kubur untuk melihat jasad diorang. Then diorang akan pergi ke rumah anak-anak, rumah-rumah sesiapa yang mendokan diorang. And if i'm not mistaken, they are longing for doa-doa keluarga dan kenalan yang hidup untuk dibawa balik sebagai bekalan.

I'm truly wish and berdoa for arwah mama to be in this group. I got the feeling she is coming to see us. Sit with us. Maybe laugh together seeing how we are doing in the family. If only i can touch her.......again....Ya Allah, I am so, terribly and horribly miss her.. Usually today mama will prepare foods for us untuk sambut Ramadhan. Rendang, nasi impit, kuah kacang, u name it. Semua ade. All those memories hovered in my mind, intangible and untouchable. But today, what lay on the table is just sebuku roti and yesterday left over foods. Tak sempat nak prepare ape pon. :( Insyallah, ada time i will cook for them dan yang penting niat dan usaha untuk gandakan amalan..untuk arwah mama, and for everybody around. I love you sangat-sangat mama!!

Beside that, another contributor to my sadness is because i'm not going to have the chance to sahur, buka and pegi pasar ramadhan together with my fiancé. :( He will only be back after Raya. :( :( Kesian dia, kena sahur bread&egg and buka pon with limited food. Hope you will doing fine over there, and jangan sedih-sedih macam I sedih kat sini. It’s not good for your study…ok?

Eventho they are not physically with me, and no matter their whereabouts, I will always love them all (of course la kan). They are the most important people in my life and I will always pray and call upon their well being.

But at this moment, without the two of them, i am lonesome!

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Terlebih dahulu saya ingin memohon maaf jika saya ada membuat kesalahan, baik yang tidak disengajakan mahupun yang disengajakan.

Semoga Allah S.W.T memberkati dan mengurniakan setinggi-tinggi pahala ke atas segala ibadat kita di bulan yang mulia ini, insyaallah, AMIN.

Selamat Berpuasa, :)

Healthy & Puasa Ganti

Healthy & puasa ganti, sebenarnye nak buat pantun. :P

Well, my sister dah fully recovered (hopefully) from the fever and flu. She went back to her rented house yesterday and will be start schooling today. She went back with a sack packed with full of health remedy like fruits, honey, vitamins & juices (housemates die sure tumpang sekaki). Will see how she's doing in another 3 days (balik for weekend).

On the other notes, Ramadhan is coming in just a few days, and yet, puasa last year satu pon tak ganti (memang tak sempat pon. Salah sendiri la sebab malas). I had this discussion before in the office with my colleague, whether i have to ganti puasa double (7 hari tinggal + 7 hari denda) + fidyah OR is it ganti puasa (7 hari tinggal) + fidyah, no need double.

Bile tanye diorang, 2-2 nih bagi pendapat berbeza. So tak tau which one yang betul. I may not be that good in this, hence anybody yang nak bagi pendapat tuh, please do so.

Thank you very much.

Horoscope

CANCER - The Protector

Moody (betul), emotional (betul). May be shy.. (sangat betul). Very loving and caring (betul, betul). Pretty/handsome (waa...suka, suka...betul sangat). Excellent partners for life (i wishh). Protective (betul jugak). Inventive and imaginative (erkkk). Cautious (betul kot). Touchy-feely kind of person (memang betul sangat! sikit2 nak touching, penat la!). Needs love from others (of course la kan). Easily hurt, but sympathetic (yups).

16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. (errkkkk....apakah ini??)

I can say 89% of it are very true! Yang part pretty/handsome tuh, perasan je lebih. Huhuhu..

Pilih bulu

Do you know the term of ‘pilih bulu’? It's something like pilih kasih. Or maybe it is pilih kasih, tapi dah di fusion kan? Maybe..

Memang semua tau, but anyway, here goes the interpretation; my version la. Pilih bulu is where when you tend to chose something that might benefits you more compared to something that don’t. Betul tak? Ok, maybe this term is actually works for something that in more keji way. Sebab it will makes somebody terasa sedih, down, distress, miserable, annoy and macam2 terrible feeling lagi la.

Like, I don’t want to friend with this person because this person tak best. Dia tak kaya, tak pandai, tak kelakar, and what not. Ada jugak yang pilih bulu sebab the other person is more beautiful, lagi pandai..and things like that la. Pendek kata, ada hasad dengki di situ. Ada cemburu.

Frankly, there are so many of these peoples around me. Being me, who likes to sit and look, I could tell that these peoples are mostly a loser. They tend and try hard to impress the other person, a kiss-ass type. Some may become very thriving and some might end up like a dump shit loser.

The reason I bring up this topic is that I can see it happening to someone close to me. Hope they realize it and get a snap back into real life.

Point to ponder: berkawan dengan ikhlas sesama kita. Jangan ada dengki khianat and kroni-kroni. (This goes to our everyday life).

Menyampah nye tengok!!

So I think all have heard the news of the marriage of this one couple artist yang menggelabah gile, which I rasa sangat meloyakan dan menyampah tengok. Ehmmm….after all the deny and cover up, they are now publicly disclose their marriage as if purposely intend to hurt someone. As if nak semua satu Malaysia tau “looook, the best woman win”!! Not to say marriage is bad thing, but how they actually attain the marriage is mean, unkind and intolerable.

Denying their affair is one thing, wrecking the existing marriage is another thing. How nice!

Pity the ex-wife. And if were given a choice to choose a club, I would prefer the first wife club (eventhough I’m not going to tolerate or consider any kind of this related issue in my marriage). I know not all first wives perform or behave well, and sometimes, the divorce happened because of the wife’s faults, I agree. But in this case, it’s obviously not. Blind people also can tell.

How pleasant this kind of persons who can be happy over someone disappointment.
BIG CLAPS to them!!

An exemplar of Muslim and Muslimah sejati?? ya, right!!

Patching

'"I don't need special treatment. I just need a bit of consideration & fairness"'

Can someone please tell me what is that suppose to mean?
Is that mean the sparks are flying and never come back?

Why do relationships have to turn bitter when it was all exciting in the beginning?
They say its natural as the relationship matures and progresses, couples tend to take a step back and concentrate on other aspects of the relationship.

Then, do i have a choice not to help mature the relationship?

H1N1, please go away!

As the news and spreading of H1N1 become pandemic and hot topic nowadays, it never cross my mind to have that virus attacking any of my acquaintances, friends and most important my family members. It did happen somehow!!

Last 2 weeks my sister came back from UITM saying the school is closed due to the virus spread among student. And she spent the whole week at home and home only. Never once she gone out lepak2 with her friends. After 3 days of school re-open, she called my brother, says she got infected and got a refer letter from UITM Doctor, and have to undergo quarantine.

I tell u, this is very scary. After all you heard about what the virus would bring you, it really gives us panic-attack, heart-attack and whatever nervous breakdown that you could imagine. This must be transmitted from her classmate, I'm sure of it. Because my sister did mentioned to me before that 3 of her classmates were positive diognosed. Ehmm, not to say their faults jugak la kan because this thing is air borne.

Anyway, I sent her to Hospital yesterday for further prelim session. This is about 9-10pm. Guess how long it took us to complete? KE LAUT!!..it's 5 hours!! Just imagine we have to spent the whole 5 hours with all the patients which some to me have to be bedridden already but somehow the hospital are out of room and these patients have to wheel-chaired to their cars after been given more antibiotic stock. Kesian la!

So my sister terpaksa balik rumah, and house quarantine. Luckily there is no child in the house. The most i'm worrying about adalah bapaku dan abangku. Satu tuh warga emas and lagi satu OKU (ampun!). After 3 days and the fever and symptoms still persist, we will bring her back to the Hospital, and demand further action. This is all scary the shit out of me!

We are giving her the best attention we could give. Bagi makan green apple, juices and other pesanan from ustaz jugak, like minum air kelapa and buah kurma, so on and so forth. Hopefully she will get better and hopefully we are all still OK and not affected.

H1N1...please..please la go away. Nak attack babi pegi je la attack babi tuh. Leave us alone boleh tak??!!

Harimau yang beriman

Layan cerita ………………………

Alkisah seorang remaja islam yang sihat tubuh badan telah ponteng sembahyang Jumaat. Sebaliknya dia telah masuk ke ladang kelapa sawit untuk memburu ayam hutan. Dengan berbekalkan selaras senapang patah dan beberapa kotak peluru, dia telah masuk ke dalam ladang tersebut seorang diri.

Sedang dia terhendap2 di dalam rimbunan semak, tiba2 dia berlanggar dengan seekor harimau yang sedang tidur lena. Dia berasa sungguh terkejut sehingga senapangnya tercampak lalu tergelungsur ke dalam gaung sementara dia pula tergolek ke arah lain lalu jatuh ke atas sebuah batu besar dan? PRAKKKK! Akibanya kedua2 kakinya patah.

Adapun ini bukanlah suatu berita buruk untuknya. Berita buruknya adalah harimau tadi telah terjaga dari tidur, menuruni gaung tersebut dan menghampiri remaja tersebut dengan bengis sekali, sedangkan dia sudah tidak boleh bergerak lagi. "Ya Allah," doa remaja tersebut,"Ampunilah dosaku kerana telah ponteng sembahyang Jumaat berjemaah pada hari Jumaat yang mulia ini. Ampunilah aku ya Allah. Makbulkan hajat ku ini .. jadikanlah HARIMAU yang memburuku ini HARIMAU yang beriman .. tolong ya Allah! Aminnn.." seru remaja tersebut penuh keinsafan.

Tiba2 guruh berdentum! Petir sambar menyambar. HARIMAU tadi tiba2 terhenti betul2 di hadapan remaja tadi. Harimau itu telah bertukar menjadi seekor harimau yang beriman dan bersopan santun. Sambil menadah kedua2 kaki depannya ke langit .. HARIMAU tersebut pun berdoa, "Allahumma barik lana, fima razaktana, wa qina azzabbannar. Amin!"

Lawak..lawak..for me la..hehehe...

I am stressed

I might go bonkers today because of my stress level!

There are a lot of things tormented my head right now. Terrible things are happening right to me right now.
Deep down, I rebelled against having to deal with these. Usually I am ok with any of these odd things, as long as I can take it, but this time around, knowing that I am alone to tackle this, and by conceding to it means I have to sacrifice something at some point in my life, I’m kinda upset.

Maybe I don’t have to sacrifice anything. Maybe I shouldn’t feel what I felt now, but I did. Maybe I just have to deal with both of it, instead to lose one and achieve one, maybe I’ll just need to tackle both and leave my emotions to myself to handle, and maybe by doing this it will makes everybody happy.

I’m in win-lose situation now. Like anyone care la kan!!



image from this site

(Orang tengah stress kuda nih bole buat lawak la pulak!)

Condolence

My deepest condolence to my cousin and his wife who just lost her pregnancy of 3 months.

I know losing a pregnancy (when you are much hope on that) can be heartbreaking.
Really hope the two of them are doing fine now. Insyaallah there will be rezeki someday and the wife will get conceive again.

I just hope they pray, and stay strong.

I met him, F***I

I've met him, finally!

He is so masuk air. Funny guy. Clumsy guy. Not bad looking. I can see his sincerity. Not the cover-line type of guy. Not a single micro! I hope everything goes well. The occasion can be this very soon. YEAY!!!!!!

For my dear BFF, i am so very happy for you!! Please...please be good to each other. And hope to see you guys in the next level of relationship. Muahahaha...macam game daa...

Thank you for menghiburkan hati i. Bile lagi next karaoke session?
:p

p/s. to my far-far away bolster, i miss you! Flying kiss satu!

Shallow

I was always been asked by many of my relatives and friends before,

"bila nak kawin nih?"

Don’t they know that jodoh, ajal & maut semua di tangan ALLAH?
And don’t they have any sensitivity towards the person they asked?
How the person would feel by such questions?

Been there, done that.
People have stop asking me now.

I have a friend. Senior by 4-5 years.
She is now being thrown with that dreadful question.
Pity her!

I know it’s not an easy situation for a person to handle.
And some of our guy friends (yang ala-ala mangkuk jantan kabaret) bole ckp,

"Ala..dah perangai dia macam tuh, lelaki mana yang tahan??"

Fuck off la!
Can you guys at least pray for her?
Can you guys put the statement more nicely? Instead blame on her, just say that maybe jodoh dia belum sampai?

Don’t think because you guys are married now you will forever be married.
Tolong ingat, kebahagian tuh datang dari doa-doa orang sekeliling jugak.

You are not living in your own world.

Shallow!

Bangkok

Despite of the massive spread if H1N1, my colleague and I were determined and shove our feet contentedly, invading Bangkok.

Put the work aside.

Shopping was our main hidden objective!
The market size (this particular) I can say is foot-killing. Go google Cha-Tuk-Chak Market and find out how huge the market is. And imagine we have to cover all of them in 1 day??
They got to be kidding us!

The stuff I can say ranged affordably. But the key word is BARGAIN. You can get a very cheap price provided you know how to negotiate. And I tell you it’s not that easy.
Language is the most crucial laid back. It’s like ayam bercakap dengan itik.
And funny thing is, most of the people there will speak Thai with us (our face ala-ala Thai jugak kot), and all we can say back to them is kap-kun-ka (sambil merapatkan dua tangan ke dada dan tunduk hormat). Muahaha…

As the stuff-hunting went on, our feet suddenly becomes stinging and aching. (almost few kilometers of walking!)
We ended up with 2 sessions of foot reflexology, feeling like crawling back and the thought of walking is making us both whimpered.
Not to mention our try-hard attempt to book a session in the hotel, which obviously failed (balik hotel dah malam, mana datangnye foot reflexology bukak malam-malam)?
Sighing for the feet but happy for the stuff we bought!

(The food sangat sedap. The taste of the SOMTAM macam nak pengsan sedapnye)

Owhh..yess!! A visit to the famous floating market is a must.
(Just have to tolerate with the smelly water splashing over you).

The place was so over exaggerated over time. I bet the place was once been a quiet and nice place. Just a normal market where people trade and buy stuff.

But now it’s so jam-packed with tourist. And the prices are sooooo chop-head!
We did not purchase anything, except few souvenirs, and mangos.

Bangkok!!I will come again, definitely!

And this time, I will make sure I’ll bring enough money to splurge and doing more exercise so my feet won’t hurt; I’m better sign up for any run in KL.. or climb Batu Caves maybe? Hehehe.....

Intro Project

What a weekend!

Had mine with fully pack of activities. Went to karaoke for our birthday celebration (all the sistah) on Saturday and attended a relative wedding on Sunday.
With my PMS and mensus, i wonder myself how i actually managed to cope with all these.
Other than that, biasa la..doze off takpon duduk depan TV melayan segala cerita yang ada.

Yup..yup...an intro...i remember.Hehehe..

Well, there is a lot i can say about myself.But i don't actually talk.
Having a blog is soooo not me (mind the reason of having one in another entry).
Until you actually talk to me you won't understand the type of person I am.

Confusing??Hehee..Bear me!

Ehmm..I would say that i'm a good listener. People whines, and i listened. Expecting for people to listen to my whining as well. Hehe..cliche!

I don't keep up. That's why i like updates on how things are going.
I'm not a starter. Neither an initiator.I prefer to be a follower (mental note to office-mates, :P).
Shy, demure, leaving me wonder how i landed with this JOB in the first place. Hoping i can last longer than the previous job.

What else?

Family, schools, UNI, Personal Life, will comes part by part in the picture.

Picture?Gambar?
Ehmm, still thinking. Malu la nak post picture. We will see la how. OK?

Later peeps!