It really has been a while!

Married with no kids yet. In fact we've been married for quite awhile now, 1year and 7months to be exact. Still no 2lines indication showing up. Now, that's a little quick update about what my life is about after a silence year (s).

Ohh...missing 1 important part in me, am a housewife! :=) yep!! 3 months after wedding I've decided to make a change, a new job maybe. But guess the lucks are still far away from my expectation. Here I am now, sitting at home and doing what a housewives out there are doing, or suppose to do. Sigh!! Not complaining but can't help to feel how good if everything happen as planned and as how I wish things to happen.

So enough of my boring little life. It's still Raya and let' be joyful for the days.

This is my 2nd raya with hubster. Of course it's different as this year we are celebrating it on hubster's side. Different as in they do not do salam-salam as per my usual custom back at my parents home. But that's ok....the raya mode is still in the air! :)

And now we are in the end of syawal. Despite all the joyous and happy moments, there's a really terrible thing happens to our family. I am not having the nerve to write about it yet. It's too painful, devastating, frustrated and awful moments. Perhaps later when I've regain the strength. :(

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Muahhss!!! Kasi cium satu!

KPI, azam tahun baru!

Now everybody tengah cerita pasal achievement. Boring btol. Be it life, work or anything.. Yela…nak la weigh up mcm mane kita dah performed this year, ye tak? Ok ke tak ok..
Frankly, I don’t see any achievement in myself so far. Everything is all about the same old same old. Work? Hmm..baru je lepas key in KPI. Not really a great deal of success. Takde achievement. Life? Yeah, one greatest big achievement so far is only my relationship. Others, takde. I have no new car, no new house, still maintain the same weight (haha), no saving (oh, nih mmg favourite resolution every year tapi tak penah accomplished).
Better me in 2009? Not really. Still the same malas of me, a lot of whining, kurang berasa kesyukuran, emotional me, ape lagi??
Cut thing short, I’m still the old me. I have not change to a better person, yet! (But I’m nice..hehee…)

Kalau dulu everytime nak new year sure excited lebih. Dah siap pikir nak pakai baju ape, kasut ape….club mane nak invade on the new year eve. Memang excited gile la nak party. Kelakar la... I had soooo much fun that time. Clubbing with sisters and cousins and few close friends, hehehe..
But that was 4 years back. I did not celebrate since then except keluar makan/BBQ dengan family. I can see how things change. And tetiba terasa tua lak. Huhu…

I did not expect anything blissful on this coming new year. (takde pikir party dah). I’m just thankful to ALLAH, bersyukur dipanjang umur and eventho takde any precious belonging or possession so far but still I have enough of everything and for that I can never thank GOD enough.. I’m still can be consider blessed and fortunate (compared to those yang kurang berkemampuan, kena ingat ada orang yang lagi susah dari kita, hence kena bersyukur dengan ape yang ada sekarang). And hope to be blessed with many good returns for coming years and surround with all the people I love.

Years have come and go for the past 29 yrs now.
Hitting my early THIRTY with open heart, eyes and mind. (positive…positive..)

I hope 2010 will bring my life a lot better, in person and in life. I’m looking for a better starting. Where and how do I start? hmm..kena pikir nih. I just wanted to be a better me. Tapi sedih jugak nak leave 2009 nih. Byk memorable event, teary and happy moments. I should put TRIBUTE TO 2009 pictures in my next entry most probably. If tak malas la.. (haha..still the same old me…very the malas)

Ayat-ayat Cinta

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of ALL that is, has been, will be and will not be.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have

Life isn't about how to survive the storm, but how to dance in the rain.

Renung-renungkan........

Another manic monday

Mimi's rules of thumb - Always give 100% at work.

12% monday
23% tuesday
40% wednesday
20% thursday
5% friday

Huarrrgggghh!!! Ngantuk gile. I am looking forward for the weekend. Raya + mini vacation. YAYY!!

The not so happening Farewell Party

Last weekend was my collegue last day working here in MSAP. He was back to Philippines for good and after this I kena working closely with him, given that he’ll be the new CS Director at Philippines office. Uwaa….why life never been easier for me. One thing about this job is, I don’t have a single passionate towards it and I can’t imagine staying here any longer. I tried…I tried to give my full commitment but tak bole la..really not my line. I wish somebody is reading this and can offer me a better job. My specialist is, ehhhmmmmmm……..takde la plak..uwaaaa….cane nih… Dah la that day boss mentioned about sending me to Philippines for training since Debi is there already. Damn la….tanak bole tak? Kang kalau kena paksa mkn jolly bee camne? Takpon kena mkn embrio? Haa…tak halal tuh.. (alasan nak mengukuhkan tanak pegi je..)..Nih yang buat tak sabar2 nak carik keje lain nih..

Ok...ok..so here are some pics taken by my other collegue (wa..padahal bos tuh) during the party.

The food, contribute by Company & us

The celebrated one yang dah lapar pegang-pegang perut. Yes, thats Debi.

Farewell speech. Erkk..tapi macam tak sedih je??

Eat..eat..eat...

Not to say tak happening la....we did enjoyed the evening, especially for the free foods. Hehee...and this likely the occasion where MSAP can bergurau and tease each other actually. Because most of us are quite serious during the normal working hours that sometimes you can hear flies buzzing. Hehee...semua buat keje senyap gile okk....

And Debi absence will surely bring more senyapness in the office. Hehee...We will definately miss you pakcik deb and hope to meet you again soon. Erkkk..i mean in KL..Hahahaa....

Ssssshhhhhhh.........

I am planning to keep this as a secret and let it unfold by itself when the time comes. But i'm too excited I feel like sharing with all my family and friends now!

(some might already knew).

Hehehe...i have to learn to be more passion..